Not really very late night

I've been thinking a lot the past few days since I've been in the hospital.  Between umpteen neurological checks, vitals, pokes with needles and various other interruptions along with loads of medications that make me wicked sick, I had little else to do but think.  Well, cry, too.  I did have a couple of meltdowns on Wednesday.  But it was almost impossible to read because of the HA and being unable to sit up and there was literally nothing on TV.